there’s a message in my alphabits! it says oooooooooooooooo

i hate to admit this but i kinda wish i had work that i could do at home. i find myself sitting here on this extended weekend much more bored than i should be. granted, i probably should be sleeping. i took a nap this evening so now i’m not tired and probably won’t sleep for a few more hours.

i cannot believe how fast time flys when you’re not in school anymore. i can’t freaking believe it’s already september. it feels like i just started working at the agency yesterday and this week it will have already been a whole third of a year. that’s just insane. insane, i tell you.

i’m really trying to take up running or something. i need to shake this laziness thing first. plus i don’t think i live in a safe enough neighborhood to go running at night. the best time to do that would probably be in the morning and i’m not a fan of waking up before 10am.

as it turns out i have a sick obsession for feeling tired. i find it comforting to be tired. okay tired isn’t the correct term, what i really mean is sleepy. i love feeling sleepy. of course, i only enjoy the feeling when i have the opportunity for rest. i hate trying to fall asleep unless i’m so tired i can barely keep my eyes open. if i’m not tired enough i’ll stay up and watch tv until my eyes start twitching, that’s how i know it’s time for bed. how weird is that?

i filed a complaint with the BBB about my experience with Vonage and i haven’t heard anything back. i’m still very upset with them. i wonder what they’ll come back with as a response to my complaint. now that i’ve discovered this whole BBB thing companies better treat me right. i will not hesitate to file complaints for unresolved issues.

my book is coming along much better than i had anticipated. i have small bits of several short stories so it’s just a matter of building on them. of course i don’t want to put all the good stuff in the first book because more than likely get nothing for it. i have this amazingly creative imagination and i can imagine getting this huge advance and paying off all my debt and buying a condo. don’t worry, i try to stay grounded in reality, for the most part at least. i’ve always let my imagination get the best of me.

i need to find a partner in crime to wander the city with. i’m so disappointed in myself. i’ve seen practically none of the city. i haven’t even been to the art institute once since i’ve been here (nevermind the fact that it’s an insane $12 for admission). that should be my goal for the rest of the year. keyword = should.

okay, that’s enough for now.