out with the old, in with the new

i’m laying in bed and of course i can’t sleep. i have a feeling that has come over me. it’s that awkward, anxious feeling. if i had enough time to get more sleep i would just take an anxiety pill and be done with it but instead i’m just hoping i get really tired and fall asleep soon. until then i’m just going to lay in bed and let my wander aimlessly around. it’s amazing how much i think and overthink things.

so 2007 is here. a bit hard to believe that this last year went by so quickly. at this time last year i had no idea i was going to end up here in chicago. the year definetly had its up and downs. what an interesting journey it has been. i’m looking forward to 2007, i’m hoping that it will be a good year. i’ve made some resolutions that i’m hoping i stick to. and some of them are bordering on wishes, i can dream right? of course it’s too early in the year to reveal them; they’re a lot like birthday wishes, if you go telling everyone what you want then it’s not bound to happen.

i wish my mind wasn’t wandering around so much right now. i could really use the sleep. once my brain gets going it just never seems to be able to turn off.

tomorrow is going to be an interesting day at work. it will be nice to be back in the office and working again. i’m just dreading all the work that there is to be done. i oddly really miss working though.

on another note … the word interesting … i’m finding that i have been abusing that word a bit lately. i’m finding that it has about 7 or 8 different meanings for me. it’s terribly interesting (that time i actually meant interesting as in intriguing). i guess i should probably work on expanding my vocabulary and not being so difficult for other people to read. we can call that resolution #1.

okay i’m off to try and salvage a few hours of sleep before it’s time to get up for work.

after day one of 2007: so far, so good

ugh my spelling and grammar skills are horrible tonight, i’ve tried catching the most obvious errors but i’m finding my brain is too tired to catch the rest. don’t judge.