the time i thought i was going to be able to sleep, but i didn’t

so yeah, that great idea i had to taking an ambien tonight to help throw my sleep schedule back on track? it was 11pm, the cut-off time for taking a sleeping pill in order to ensure enough sleep, and i thought i was tired enough to possibly fall asleep on my own. so i stayed up a bit longer, not thinking that i should go to bed while i was actually tired and of course i ended up losing my chance to sleep. i was wide awake at 1am and it was at this point i realized i was screwed.

 it’s now almost 5am and i’m thinking that i could possibly fall asleep now but it’s not enough time to get an sleep in. so i’m thinking this will be the new plan: stay up all night. go to work early. get home at the end of the day and be so tired that i’ll actually go to bed early wednesday night. yeah, i realize this is a horrible plan and that i’m totally screwed. i think it’s my only solution at the moment though.