the time that i wished the day would just end

i believe it’s safe to say that today can be declared one of the worst days of the year so far. from the moment i woke up it has just been one of those days.

today the ceo and several other executives of the most popular premium video content site (rhymes with lulu; not typing the real name because i have discovered they are all over the social media sphere and regularly monitor for mentions of their name).  hands down the best part of the day. i loved the site before but after hearing from the top guys themselves i’m sort of in awe. the company, the people who run it, their vision, everything about the company blows my mind. i wish every media company out there could be filled with the passion and excitement that they are. i’m biased though i suppose as i’m definitely a huge fan of the site and the technology.

after that meeting the stress of work definitely got to me. i’m feeling like a complete failure at work. it’s really eating me up and i really let it get to me this evening. i wish i wouldn’t have but it all just boiled over and and before i knew it i was just feeling like crap. bleh.

and to top off the day for me … as i was leaving work it was pouring, absolutely pouring. of course i totally forgot to bring my umbrella to work today (or so i thought). i stopped into the cvs in the building to pick up an umbrella. nearly $20 later i was well on my way out the door with a trusty umbrella in my hand. i get about 50 feet away from the front door and the rain slows to a very light sprinkle. great. just great. so i fold up the umbrella and go to store it in my bag and what do i find? my umbrella. it was in my bag the whole time. that was like the icing on the day.

that’s all for now. i’m done with this self-pity party and my head hurts too much to put any more thoughts together.